All kind of Love...

All Kind of Love...

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Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and bad times, and more importantly a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.

I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only...she loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together...but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, then hold onto her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be thinking about you every moment of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, kiss her when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled even when her heart was broken, and the one who could always brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own.

One day you're gonna wake up and realize how much you care about her...and when that day comes, she'll be waking up to the guy who already knew.

If you love somebody let them know, its never to late to take a chance and a leap of faith and chase after the person of your dreams, it's worth the risk, and saves you a headache, heartache and the tension of kicking yourself for not going after them, because you just might realize to late.

Love to all of you,

Angel

Pop Star Michael Jackson

Michael Jackson

Dies at age 50

I don't know if Michael Jackson had anymore to give to the world, but now we will never know. He was one of the best entertainers of all time. I choose to remember him for all the good he did and will miss him.

Also, I am so very sad and confused with every emotion possible. I am heartbroken for his children who I know were everything to him and for his family. My heart goes out of Jackson Family.

Happy Fathers Day...

Happy Fathers day to all of you..

Today is a sad day for me because I know that Raj is an incomplete father. Incomplete because his son is not here. But I know he will be most amazing daddy soon.

I remember when I was pregnant I would look at the calendar and think:

"JJ will be most definitely be here before Father's Day. How cool is that going to be for Raj. I never expected that today would be spent like this without JJ.

I imagine how joyous this day would have been for Raj if only JJ was here; alive and well and most importantly, with us. I imagined the image of Raj holding JJ, a million times. Never in my mind did it look like that. In a hospital room, swollen eyes holding our dead child. How could such a joyous time so quickly turn to such pain and sadness? I just don't know.

Jaan,

I love you so much.. God blessed me abundantly with you and I thank him every single day. You teach me so much each and every day. You are relief for my eyes..You are a knock on the door of my heart.. I know not much else, but I do know this "I see my God in you Raj" I bow my head to you, oh what am I to do? I see my God in you, oh what am I to do?..

I love you with all my heart.. and for sure God will bless us with more childrens.
Yours,

In Memory of JJ...

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For Time and all Eternity...

" Daddy, why are all those

people crying ?"

"They are crying for you

my child."

"Daddy look at all their tears."

" Each one of those tears is for

you my child."

"Why?"

"My child, it is because they

love you."

"Daddy, how can this be?

We never met?

"No, my child, I brought you

back to me before they had a

chance to get to know you."

"Daddy, how is it then that

they can love me?"

"My child, one doesn't have to

see, or touch, or hold in order

to love."

"Daddy, those two seem to be

crying the most."

"My child, that is because they

loved you the most."

"Daddy, Why would you take me away

if it would make them cry?"

"My child, I needed you here."

"Daddy, will you please comfort

them and help

them not to cry?"

"My child, don't worry, I will take

care of them, you will see."

"Daddy, will I ever get to be

with those that loved

me most?"

"O yes, my child, this I promise you

You are a family for time and all eternity."

Sometimes...

Sometimes we meet people that touch the depths of our hearts, and they forever change us, leaving their mark on us, thus, we are never able to forget.

Are those people just a coincidence? Or are they sent from God, to help us along the way, sometimes even taking an important role in our lives. Sometimes its not the amount of time spent with the person, just the quality of time that makes it all worthwhile. When you come along such people, and your heart immediately takes a liking to them, it almost feels like a sense of security, do we trust that instinct? Do we go for our first instinct? Is it just a desire? Or can the heart really sense something that is good for them?

They always say to go with your first instinct in anything you do. Standing up for what you believe in, trusting yourself to become what you dream to be, can all be achieved if you find your weakness, we can’t surrender to the injustices of this world, rather we need to find ways to work around them and incorporate them into our lives, letting them only have a minimum effect on us if any at all… No one chooses in which family they are born into, it’s all a matter of destiny, but we must strive to make ourselves successful in every aspect of our life, spiritual, emotional, physical, and social. Our fears manifest themselves into our biggest weakness, and sometimes it can cripple us, and we withdraw from our dreams, and what we want most in life. We should fear only God, because he has the ultimate power over everything and whatever he wills is going to happen, sometimes we feel that the doors we want close in our face, but we should never give up faith and hope in the grace of God.

Some wiseman says: -

*Fear God and you will have no cause to fear any one*

Final thing to say…consult your heart. Listen to what your inner voice, It is likely to be more correct than your mind, for many people, first impressions are often the most accurate.

Cheers :)
Angel

Jolly Junior

Jolly Junior

Born asleep on Dec 04/2008 at 36 weeks

We loved you before we saw you JJ.

We will never know why you were taking from us, but know that

you will always have a special place in our lives.

JJ you were the most handsome boy I have ever seen.

You are forever in our hearts and minds.

I know it was too early on this earth for you and you didn’t stay for long.

And though you are gone we know that you will be forever watching over us.

We love you so much.

We will miss you more and more with each passing day.

We are sure you will definetely come back.

You are sadly missed by

Mommy, Daddy, Sabi, Uncle's, Aunti's, Grandma's & Grandpa's

Please come back JJ, we miss you so much

Feelings...

Feelings…

I am feeling overwhelmed this morning…

Do you know what it is that hurts your feelings most...

Sometimes, you just have these days…You know, one of those days kind of feeling…The feelings when things are not as bright as it really is..When things don’t feel the way it’s supposed to feel.. When things don’t go the way you want it to….

It's one of those days

When you open up to someone completely, and finally you think you have someone who understands you then they change all of sudden and become distant without a reason, leading you to think may be you did something to cause it.

We've all had our feelings hurt. But what digs deepest for you?

I hope all is well and everyone be blessed..

Angel

Happy Belated Mother's Day!!!

Dear All,

I hope everyone had a great Mother's Day with lots of huggs and kisses...

To me, my both mom’s and all the other women around the world who sacrifice more than their children’s will ever realize. Happy Belated Mother’s Day!! On this day I missed my JJ alott coz, of him I am a Mother today but God don't wanted him to stay long with me. JJ, thank you for allowing me to experience the love a mother feels.

I love both of my Mom's and I know both are the most selfless giving person I have ever known. Thank you both for always supporting my dreams, pushing me toward my goals, and never giving up on me. You both have brought so much joy into my life.

Just letting you all know that I had an accident today in the Morning... Didn’t want to share this with my colleagues, but feel the need to get it off my chest.

I was trying to change the lane but the car was coming from behind was too fast, so I couldn't changed the lane and stayed in same lane and all of sudden green light turned into red and I couldn't stop the car easily and I hit the car a head by mistake. I had my Dad, Mom and Sabi with me. We all are having a little pains but my Mom had a injury in her hand. I hope my Mom, Dad n Sabi will be ok soon..I just don't care about me..The whole thing happened so fast! I still can't believe it happened! Well I've never had an accident before & My body is still shaking. Thanks to God everyone is okay...

PS: We all know that, we can really die tomorrow or in few seconds... Please enjoy your life everyday and tell all your close relations how much you love them. coz, you never know maybe it is your last day...

Love to all of you,

Angel

The God gave and the God has taken away

The God gave and the God has taken away

Thank you all for your prayers, comments and deeds. It is very evident to me that I am being prayed for. This Morning I prayed to God to give me the courage & strength to do things better. Yesterday night "Raj" my hubby came home very late. I was all alone in my room. I started crying coz, I was missing JJ alott. I think I can't control myself specially when I am all alone, now I am scared of being alone. I ask God everyday same question again and again why me? Why did you do this to me? but my today's pray was different...

One of my friend sent a little motivational saying to me and this is what I have been praying every single day -

"Dear God, I would have loved to have held my boy on my lap and told him about you, but since I didn't get the chance, would you please hold him on your lap and tell him about us?"

Now, I trust the God that he will tell my baby everything about me, his daddy, his Grand Ma, His Grand Pa and His Bhua/Massi's/Mamma. That he will know what we had for him, how much we loved him, how wanted he was, also he will know that we named him JJ (Jolly Junior). He will never be forgotten, we love him so much.. I would say some people only dream of Angels, we held one in our arms. His loving memory will live in our hearts.

I can't wait for that day when I will go to Heaven and hold my baby.

People says to me, that there is a reason, they also say time will heal, but neither time nor reason will change the way I feel... I just know that it is very very hard to live without.

Regards,

Angel

Everyday!!!

Everyday I woke up feeling really sad and depressed, I realize how lonely I am without my son JJ.

I really longed someone to hold me close and tell that everything will all right. I want someone to tell me that the sadness will go away and stay away. I pray everyday for my answers from God.

I hope all is well and everyone be blessed..

Regards,

Angel

"Happy Baisakhi"

Happy Baisakhi "JJ"

We all love you so much... I hope you will be with us again.

Please God don't let Mommy cry everyday for her Son..

Kaylee's Parents...

I am speech less after reading this article........

http://www.cp24.com/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20090406/090406_baby_kaylee/20090406/?hub=CP24Home

I deeply respect the generosity, patience and courage of Kaylee's parents. May God bless them with another healthy child and reward them for their love for humanity. At the same time, as usual the media has disappointed me. Although it got what it wanted to get out of the readers like me "reaction", "deep impact" but after reading the detail of medical facts put together to form the content and angle of this story i felt like puking.........

If my emotions are so aggravated by reading this I wonder how Kaylee’s parents feel. I know its very hard... They are about to loose their daughter, they want to feel peacefully by saving another life. But they find out that their daughter is not useful.

I understand the nature and complication of the process and agree that kaylees parents need to know this.. but why in the news??????

May God give strength to Kaylee's parents and help them through this. I really hope baby Lillian survives. May God bless all those children and their family in Sick Kids hospital. I think sick kids hospital is doing an amazing job.

I think we all should donate few dollars each month to help the hospital. It can make a difference in so many little lives, its worth it!

I pray to God to some how save baby Kaylee and prove the science wrong! Please pray for them...

May God bless everyone!!!!

Regards,

Angel